Is it you?

Marriage.

That one word that tends to scare most men out of their socks. Marriage is very overrated and personally that is where most relationships have a downfall. I don't believe that each person has a soulmate, some people even die without knowing what true love really is. And thus, the question that is often left unanswered arises: what do we live for? Simple question, yet noone truly has the answer, we only think we know. From evolution til today, we as human beings are left with more questions than answers. How will we know if we already met our soulmate, companion, and bestfriend? Are they all the same person or is it found in many different people? How will we know if we're marrying "the one?" The answer is: we don't. Life on many levels is full of risks and only through those risks we find meaning. So, many question the value of marriage as do I; however, a part of us hopes that one day that beautiful fairytale will someday be a story of our own. The story that hopefully someday we'll tell our kids as they grow up who will soon be in the same position we were once were in. Don't worry, don't stress, don't panic. It wouldn't be called life without some mystery, right?

Like shattered glass..

One thing that's for sure: You're gonna miss this. 


For some reason or another when we fall for someone we don't see any imperfections, in fact, we see them as cute little defects. My mom once told me that us women fall in love by what we hear. I came to find out this is true. I've always had a brick wall and never once believed anything any man told me, until I met HIM. Yeah, now I can say we all make mistakes. Emotions and feelings take over our mind which makes it extra difficult to get a look at the real picture. They sweet talk you and make promises that in the end is just a bunch of shit. Yeah. Believe it. Not all are lies but rare when it isn't. I learned my lesson. They'll tell you EXACTLY what you want to hear. Trust your instincts not your heart. Enough said.

One day from tomorrow..

That place happens to be here:

Darkness surrounds...

What can you do when all you could do wasn't enough?

Forever & Always

I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called.

And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothing at all

And you flashback to when he said Forever & Always

Did I say something way too honest?

Made you run & hide like a scared little boy

Forever & Always turned out to be forever gone....